Showing posts with label scared. Show all posts
Showing posts with label scared. Show all posts

Friday, October 6, 2017

RANT to let it all out

I'm tired mentally. 
I'm scared socially. 
I'm alone physically. 
I've just been under a lot of pressure and stress.
Car accident, doctors office visits, er visits, two teeth pulling in a month, my job being stressful af, I may still have feelings for my married boss, I may be having mixed feelings about my testosterone changes because I'm afraid people are gonna start acting differently to me, I worry, I overthink, I compensate by spending too much, I'm alone where I live (no friends), my mom's job change to Columbus fell through, I need a better job, my low BP number has been a little high lately, they couldn't get blood from me for my 3-month draw, we have to deal with a lawyer.