Friday, October 6, 2017

RANT to let it all out

I'm tired mentally. 
I'm scared socially. 
I'm alone physically. 
I've just been under a lot of pressure and stress.
Car accident, doctors office visits, er visits, two teeth pulling in a month, my job being stressful af, I may still have feelings for my married boss, I may be having mixed feelings about my testosterone changes because I'm afraid people are gonna start acting differently to me, I worry, I overthink, I compensate by spending too much, I'm alone where I live (no friends), my mom's job change to Columbus fell through, I need a better job, my low BP number has been a little high lately, they couldn't get blood from me for my 3-month draw, we have to deal with a lawyer.