Not so sure

What am I doing? Am I really just sitting around like this?

Markiplier found a girlfriend, I knew it had to happen sooner or later <----- Weeks ago.)

I got him to laugh today.

Yay?

Why does that feeling flutter away from me?

I think... eventually i'll be okay with binding all my feelings.

Isn't that progress?

My pay was better this week; half of its already gone though.

50 dollar cell bill, plus 3 for doing it online, and then 20 on the wish app. I hope to God those things aren't a scam. I need to contact FYE and see what happened to my 20$ card.

Doesn't matter.

Can't be creative.

Trying like hell.

I'm tired of repeating days.

I'm tired of hearing the same things repeatedly.

I'm tired of routine.

It's mind numbing.

I want to break out of it.

But I can't; because i'm stuck here.

A little unsteady

That was some dream huh? My boss got stupid drunk and I took care of him and didn't take advantage of him. It was weird because I think the reason he did it was because he thought he was going to be fired. I was so caring and loving while he was drunk... But I also felt so happy because I was able to touch him (not sexually).